February 2012
99 posts
I can die of like just finding my clothes.. it’s all over the place. Urgh time to clear the wardrobe. And time to buy a shoe rack.
I’m not turning back anymore. I’m leaving this place. Leaving everything back. Goodbye.
fuckingfcuk asked: Weiii, i long long time never see your face alr. From long hair become short hair i still havent see your face. How sad is that?
at least we know what we used to had was true. ” thank god, i met you, and i learnt more about boys. ” thank you for everything. goodbye.
I couldnt believe i could survive thru day 01.. I’m dying inside me that it hurts so bad. I wanna see you again. I wanna feel everything all over again. I’m holding on to the teddybear u gave me 3 years back. I’m telling myself that nothing will be crashing down if we’ve hopes. I love you. So much that it hurts. It’s killing me.
Someone like you
Your dreams came true, without the actual plan. Everything just seemed to be so wrong now. So wrong, so painful, so everything. I can’t, I can’t, i can’t be like what you wanted. I can’t. I’m sorry.
I’ll learn to be stronger. My little weakness… Desperation. Let me fix it on my own.
I’ve plans in my mind now.. psycho-ing my parents to allow me to go bkk.. I need a getaway asap. Too much in my mind, too much thoughts, too much disappointments here. I wanna have a break.
why does my heart hurts so bad?
keeping myself as busy.. as possible..
detailed eyelashes. detailed eyeliner. gorgeous
sick of all this shit. im getting out of here.
Giving myself too much hopes. It’s all going to crash.. Sooner or later.
So much of efforts. So much of sacrificing. So much of everything. Just fuck off and die. Really.
it’s ok sweets :) there’ll always be a sunshine after the rain! chin up :> good things may happen!
waystosmile:
My eardrums hurt. I don’t see what’s wrong. I have sad days too.
So cold at night...
The boy’s celebrating his mini bday in advance now and im feeling so sick and cold now :< how i wish i could have him with me :< urgh! shall turn in soon! <3
What to get for the boy's birthday? :
He has everything man :(
So depressing…
I want to be loved. Loved all over again.
You know what?
Sometimes people just dont realise how much others could sacrifice, coud do everything willingly for them, yet they take everything for granted, wishing that everyone will always be like that. In the real society, everyone come and go. No one will be always like this giving in, tolerating, being there. No one will. Find someone like this for me. Truly enough, it takes time to see all this. All the...
You know why? Because this is what I get in my dreams not in reality. U grew into someone different.
Valentine day is stupid. Fuck it.
